A Little Insight To My Life..By J.H.

I wake up numerous times in the night, I have anxiety, I go to the gym at 5 a.m. sometimes, I drink too much coffee I am completely aware of my addiction, I buy clothes before groceries, I think about what i'm going to buy with my next paycheck BEFORE I get it, I laugh at myself more then anyone else, my jokes are hilarious to me, I am a vegetarian, I spend too much time on the following websites: Sartorialist, whowhatwear, lookbook.nu, indierockcafe, playlist.com, pandora & urbanoutfitters, I don't date, when I fall in love it takes me forever to get over it, biggest fear is falling asleep at the wheel, my favorite band is Erasure..it's not going to change, i've listened to them since I was 8, I played softball for 4 years, Listening to classical music clears my mind, I feel proper when I drink tea, I like fashion more then I like coffee and for those of you who know me that says a lot, I will dress any of you any day of the week, I love photography but I am not a photographer, I will always love vincent van gogh and starry night..my dad had a book of his paintings on the mantle all through my childhood, I have a dog his name is Jack and i'm pretty sure he has A.D.D., I know the value of a dollar I just care to ignore it, I sing in the shower and dance while I put my make up on, It looks like I live in my car, I used to sing and record songs I made up on a karaoke machine..yea I found the tapes...slightly embarrassing. I forgive myself because I was 7 or 11 whatever it doesn't matter how old I was :) I own probably 14 pairs of sunglasses and I only wear 1 pair, I snore ugh it's embarrassing, I don't know how to react to a compliment, I don't drink soda, I love to write, I used to write poems & songs, I believe The Giving Tree & Where The Sidewalk Ends are must reads, I enjoy wine, in my opinion there is nothing better then dancing the night away, I have to snap myself back into reality sometimes, I used to play the guitar..I stare at it sometimes and wonder how, I don't have any idea what I want to be when I grow up, I want to excel in what i'm doing in the present before I think about the future because regardless of me thinking about it, it's coming. I might as well achieve something everyday til then even if it's checking off my daily list of trying not to fall asleep at the wheel, paying attention at work & going to the gym. Either way I guess I think i'm alright.